wushu rox 4eva

2010-02-08T23:56:00.003+08:00

Everyone's feelings must be considered. And i thought during the organising IVP period was tough. Now it's even worse. Everything i do has consequences. Everything i forget has even more consequences. I'm sure everyone i know will be surprised hearing me say this, but I WANNA STUDY! But yet, stuff to do. And my apparent poor phrasing of words is making things even tougher.

Ok i think i'm in a horribly cranky mood today. Sorry if i snapped at anyone..=/

I at first set this resolution to stop updating this blog since i was lazy. But i need somewhere to set off all these thoughts to. Helps in organising my jumbled thoughts i guess. Twitter helps too, but its just those short random thoughts. Heh.

"I'm in pain!" Forday.W.L.

LOL harvard referencing style. My lecturer told us he went gym and then during lecture when he squat down he suddenly scream that. HAHA! And today i keep quoting him cause my legs having muscle aches. Arms don't have cause i slacked. Heh. Went training just to pei poor issac and he didn't show.

Oh went for random new year shopping after school today. Bought 2shirts, total $90 =/ influence!!! Tsk the horrible shopping king and queen.

Do you know what you're fighting for, when its not worth dying for?

2010-01-14T22:20:00.001+08:00

Lazy also must post today.

Today on the 14 of Jan, 2010, i met Wei Jian!!

HAHAHA ok fine i think i'm too high already!

2009-12-19T00:46:00.002+08:00

I can't sleep! Damn excited! I think i'll probably just fall asleep in the plane tomorrow.

I really hope i packed everything. I always have this bad habit of forgetting the most minor but yet important thing.

And theres going to be a "nicenice welcome dinner" for us! As quoted from shuenyeelee. I wonder what her definition of nicenice is. I really hope i can tahan the training there. And i really hope i can achieve the goals i set for myself. Actually i hope for a lot of things. Damn. Greediness is a sin!

But all the excitement is kinda tempered by the prospects of projects. Walao, go overseas still need do projects. Shit man! Toh RenWei and Yee BingXin! Appear on9 more so that we can discuss k? Cause i have absolutely no idea when i can on9.

And actually, its already 1am. I need to wake up at 330am. I think i no need sleep liao.

2009-12-17T22:39:00.002+08:00

Two and a half more chapters to go. I think i won't be getting much sleep again tonight.

And in less than 33hours, i will be on a airplane on the way to China, Anhui, Hefei. Can you believe it!? Like just last week i was saying one week please pass faster. Now i think like a bit too fast eh. Haven't even packed anything yet. JIALAT.

Ok back to notes, but facebook is proving to be a major distraction as usual.

2009-12-14T23:56:00.002+08:00

Just done with BChem. I can conclude there is a high percentage chance that i may need to retake. Forday just sucked setting such a paper.

Was at sino just now, i just trained by myself for 45minutes. Just kept to myself. I can't help but think, i've been training since i was 8. What have i achieved? Nothing much i can be proud of really, especially for someone who has trained for so long. I think my most defining and satisfying "achievement" was still back in 2007 when i was in sec4.

And now i'm 18. I have one more last year. 2010 will probably be the last year i can compete. Can i make something happen that i can be seriously proud of? I don't know. And i think at the rate trainings have been going, it has a low chance of happening. Nationals are next month. I have one more month. But yet, i feel like my qiang is still so far away. So what if i'm fast? If i can't do any nandu, its useless. I will still lose to all the others. And the worst thing is, all my competitors are always the same people. We all grew on this path together, for so many years, watching each other progress. I feel like they have all achieved something to be proud of. But i haven't, or is it just that my expectations are too high?

Everytime liuming looks at my qiang and says its nice, i don't know if his smile is sincere or not.

But ah well, all thoughts and speculations, if everybody thinks so much and so seriously, life would be a bore. Just chiong in, and...uh..CHIONG AH!

ok thats gonna be my motto for china liao. Nice one la.

2009-12-09T00:37:00.003+08:00

I feel like such an ass. I'm counting down to china trip rather than to common tests. I haven't started studying and i'm wondering if i'm going to survive common tests.

10 more days to china.

4 more days to common tests. GOD!

2009-12-02T12:11:00.004+08:00

Photos from the clean lab! LOL lazy upload all. But it was a really cool experience. Safety level 3 leh. The highest in the whole school. Cool man. But there wasn't anything inside when we went in, since its new and all. =/

PURE Serum!!! Never touched a whole bottle like this before.

lol serious face -_-

Gowning up. We look like we're wearing pajamas...

I think i really look damn funny lor. And this is the 1st time i'm wearing a shower cap.

The biggest flowhood we've seen in school. I think can fit four people. The old ones fit two people also very hard lo.

The 100litre bioreactor. It bigggggggggggggggggggggg. Had to climb up some stairs to reach the top. I like this pic, cause i look so professional. hahaha

2009-12-02T00:16:00.003+08:00

I wanna read Sword of Truth all over again!

But due to a huge accumulation of work that is due tomorrow and that i totally forgot about, i am unable to.

Lots of pics to post up after the exploration of the newest lab in LSCT. Looked like a total retard. Was steaming hot inside.

Off to rush assignments now. haiz

2009-11-26T22:41:00.003+08:00

Random : I miss the FOC period.

Sometimes, events really only come by you once, for you to enjoy and treasure the memories afterwards.

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Today after the injection, had a nap. I woke up with my leg hurting like mad for some weird reason. One hour later, the pain mysteriously disappeared. Now theres now pain. Tried jumping a bit at home and ran from one corner of the hall to the other. I think i'm ready to jump.

It still hurt when i bend too low though. =/

And you sailed, out of the cave and the sun bathed its rays of warmth on you as the sails give a faint flutter, glad that the darkness was survived.

2009-11-24T23:48:00.002+08:00

The following two messages were sent to my lecturer.

-Please take care :-p from your loving student!

Bingxin's work. They sent this while eating waffles at megabites juz now. And i thought they were using facebook with my phone! wth!

-If you are sick you should go home and rest. we don't mind having e learning. From your beloved student.

Waiyeong's work. They sent this one during lecture when my lecturer ( the deputy director of lsct ) was sneezing and coughing away. And they wrote on my quiz paper with an unknown message.

OMG sia!! He still read out the message during lecture. GOSH! I think after this he shall remember me and due to my loving care and concern give me a default AD for BCHEM. heh! =p

The winds will be caught for you and your sails will fill. Now you just need to push yourself onwards.

2009-11-19T10:48:00.003+08:00

I know i said i wanted a break. But apparently it isn't going to come.

I feel so trapped. Enclosed by so many different factors, it's forming a box around me, and steadily moving closer. I feel like my mind is about to be crushed soon. And yet, i can't display weakness, i really want to stay at home and just sleep and slack but i can't. Such are the trappings of responsibility.

China trip is in less than one month. And i don't feel ready. My leg still can't do jumps and i'm definitely not on prime form. I feel tired so easily, i can't stand prolonged stress on my legs. How am i going to train while in china? At the rate i'm going, i'll just be wasting my time there. But yet, theres nothing much i can do until my leg heals. And damnit, its god damn SLOW! I really hope i can recover by next week. If not i won't be able to regain my form in time for china. It sucks.

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Yesterday went for the first LSCT training in a long long time. It felt really good going back, joking and playing. And i could forget my troubles for one night. One night may not be much, but it really felt like i was alive again, free of inhibitory factors.

It's been so long since i did a family cheer. I really missed it. Everyone crowding together and shouting together.

Thanks alot guys, for giving me a short revival. =)

2009-11-16T02:42:00.001+08:00

Oppression,

Where did all the fun and laughter go?

Or is it just me?

2009-11-08T16:39:00.004+08:00

IVP is finally over! =D

All the organizing, the frustration, the sleepless nights. It all led up to yesterday. Was so nervous that i would have missed out something and everything will screw up. But in the end everything unfolded so beautifully. Seeing all the schools walk in, the layout of the Hall, it felt like everything just jumped out from paper into real life. It felt good. But damn, am i tired. Can't really get a break yet. Theres post-IVP stuff to settle. But after that, i'm going to chillax!

I think, organizing this IVP made me learn a lot. How real life big events out there will be, seeing how the different presidents from the different schools work, learning from them, its really enriching to see why they were chosen as their club's representative. I think my PR skills improved a lot. Constantly having to talk nice and being unable to shout your frustrations when you really want to, its been tough, especially since i'm usually that kind of person. Felis catus still thinks my PR skills suck though -_-

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I think that yesterday, i have just proven to myself that despite getting a serious injury, the mind can still overcome it.

Constantly convincing myself that i can recover, telling everyone that i can recover, its indirectly "psychoing" my mind and body to make it recover. Never stopping the claims that the gold medal will be mine, I made myself want it so badly. I made myself so hyped up over getting the overall champ that it all bore fruit on that day.

The adrenaline rush and the mental barriers that convinced myself that i am fit and ready, it allowed me to endure one whole day of competition. I really felt no pain at all yesterday. Psychology really is amazing. It pushed my body beyond what it can normally do.

But now, everything has died down. My leg hurts like hell. It started last night after the competition but got worst this morning. I'm going to be long in recovering.

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NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC WUSHU GOT THE OVERALL CHAMPION FOR 2009!!!

I feel super proud. Like finally, after losing two years to SP. This year we really own sia. 6 GOLDS!!!! 2nd and 3rd only boasts 3 golds each. I really feel super proud of everyone. We cheered the loudest in the whole hall among all the schools.( A certain degree of credit goes to mceroe who lead almost all the cheers HAHA) Something that doesn't usually happen during normal training.

During the competition, i really saw everyone trying their best. And thats all i could have asked for from anyone. Everyone is a winner, cause everyone played their part to get that big shiny champions trophy now sitting in clubhouse. =D

Duilian was sort of fiasco =p Liuming was laughing when he asked me why we kept missing each other. But i think inside he felt we could have done better. Maybe its cause its the first time we competed in duilian? Its certainly a new experience. First time me and meh even trained duilian. At least we started out with a small competition. Maybe we can do it again at nationals next year. With more stunts inside!

Maybe i'll compete chuantong nanquan again next year. It's awfully fun! Hopefully this time with an authentic taolu =p

Jiti Quan was the best. Like really. During normal trainings you guys never did so well before. Your performance this time around was shockingly good. I still think you guys should have won, but then, life's like that huh?

And i'm really happy to see everyone's smile. This is the first time my birthday wish came true! HAHA maybe cause its the 18th birthday so got special powers? Maybe for the 21st it'll be the same, will be looking forward to it.

To succeed, we must first always believe in ourselves. =D

2009-11-05T15:35:00.002+08:00

To succeed, we must first believe in ourselves.

And i believe i can recover.

I just want to compete that badly.

I refuse to let NP get second for the 3rd year running.

I give myself till tomorrow to recover.

I will hua taolu by tomorrow.

I will lian a proper zhengtao at 7am on Saturday.

I will recover, and win.

2009-11-03T23:24:00.003+08:00

Tonight is the unluckiest night in my life. Can't believe can be so unlucky. Compete so many years, something like this has never happened before. Really hope that my leg heals by tomorrow.

2009-11-02T22:04:00.003+08:00

Today was damn classic. 2 different lectures, 3hrs. I slept for 2hrs and 30 mins. When the lecturers changed i didnt even notice. In the end i only got attendance for the first lecture. SIAN.

When i woke up, i had i'm sexy written in pink marker on my legs and hands + a "lovebite" on my neck. GOSH! On the way home was damn funny la, everyone kept starring at me! I tried covering the i'm sexy on my legs but was wearing shorts -_-

Now bathe finish, cannot wash off!! OMG! But its ok, was entertaining to look at the people's expressions and imagine what are they thinking in their heads. LOL

2009-10-28T23:47:00.002+08:00

Today, just a little bit of my burden was relieved. It felt so good to hear you guys. Its just a little bit more, you guys can do it!

2009-10-28T00:11:00.001+08:00

Several times my spark burned low. Several times it was rekindled.

Who will make my embers, burning low, flare with renewed strength again?

2009-10-27T17:40:00.002+08:00

Why do i seem to be doing more then you? Why can't you be a little more responsible? Why can't you take a little more initiative? Why are you constantly talking yourself out of jobs that YOU are supposed to do? Do you know those jobs end up on my table? You're 19, you seemed so promising, i was willing to follow you, but not anymore. Why do i find myself giving you work to do, persuading you to do them, when it should be the other way around? I am supposed to be the one being ordered around, i am supposed to have a lesser job, one with lesser responsibilities. And yet i give you only a few simple jobs. Those simple jobs can drag on for MONTHS. The members who rely on us keep asking me with issues regarding your jobs.

I have posted so many venting posts on you. Because i don't know where else to vent my frustrations anymore. I have talked, and talked even more, but you don't seem to change in attitude. I have talked to people but no one seems to be able to provide me with an adequate advice. I really don't know what to do anymore. I can only hope for the comm change to come faster, so that i may have a comm that is alot more responsible. At least i hope so. How i really wish so.

I began this academic year with such high hopes for the committee, i really believed we could accomplish alot more then what Yuling's committee did. But i find myself doubting. Organizing IVP, i give zero credit to you. The organizing of IVP, credit goes to my committee. The bunch of year1s and 2s that are so kindly helping me. How proud of them i am. In just a few more weeks our work will be completed. And what do i find from you guys? Nothing much. Really. A few simple jobs handed to you, and it still indirectly gives me trouble. In the end i still had to chap in and placate Siow. What nonsense is this man?

I really hope in my 3rd year in this CCA, a proper committee takes charge. Damnit I'm FUCKING PISSED!!!

2009-10-25T00:12:00.002+08:00

I'm 18! =D thx for all who msged me happy bday =)

Being 18, doesn't make much diff though. i doubt i'll go clubbing etc. But i do notice a difference. Last time i would wish for lots of materialistic stuff. $$, gifts, blabla. But this year i have a different wish altogether. And i hope it really comes true. Cause i wanna see everyones smiling faces. I think that will be my best birthday present ever. =D

Oh, i treated myself to a slurpee as a present =X hahaha

2009-10-19T23:27:00.002+08:00

I think the closer and closer to IVP it gets the more stress i become. Stress over the organisation, stress over the stress to FINALLY get overall champ, stress over the teams training, stress over a million and one things.

And schools started. I feel it starts at the wrong time. Sick, tired, not at my best, just want to sleep. And i feel so detached and squeezed up by everything. And emart's renovated -_- no internet connection there. And the cozy emart has become a printing store and a dumb co-op. I DON'T LIKE! I think i'd rather have back the old emart. With a single aunty inside complaining about the boredom and a wide open space to go in and slowly choose snacks. AND you can go in sit in the aircon and play PSP if it gets too hot outside. But maybe i'm saying this just cause i've come to feel at home at that place. Emart rocks, why did they change it -_-

Tomorrow's going to be the first school training for months. And theres alot of things to settle with Siow. I'm not looking forward to it. I bet i won't have the time to hang out at emart, again. Gosh i miss hanging out with them sia. Like seriously.

I really want to cut my hair.

I want holidays! Round 2.

Oh and i'm stress over my studies. Hopefully i can concentrate on them more this sem once i'm done with duties and i can get my long deserved promised break from ahbeat! haha.

Oh and i'm stressed over what will happen to the team when i'm in year3. Then, i'll be the "senior". What will happen if me and my batch screws things up? Wah and it'll be damn weird to be the senior, feels old. Amongst other things.

2009-10-03T23:59:00.002+08:00

ARGHHH 1 more month only! Can't believe time passes so fast. I really hope i planned things out properly. I really hope nothing screws up =/ Now i look at it, like everything suddenly become so packed an tight. Jialatjialat!! Hopefully everything will turn out alright. At the rate things are going, i think we will just nice make it on time only. Gosh, horrible. And there are things still unaccounted for. Holy mama! Scary sia.

But overall, i really enjoyed organising this compt. Pek cek, but nice to know we did it eh? Hopefully this feeling will be the same after that day and not one of screwing up.

2009-09-30T14:20:00.003+08:00

WOOHOO!!

I never realized how good it feels to finally wash your own hair! hahaha feels damn shiok. Past few days sleeping and smelling the blood from my hair was disgusting. Everywhere i go also blood smell. Tsk. And now the smell is goneeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =D And i feel very refreshed. Hair not itchy anymore also. But i can predict that my forehead still going to have lots of pimples, still couldnt wash my face. Haiz

P.s. I changed my mind, i realized i still smell blood. Must be from the front portion of my hair. Couldn't wash it properly cause the wound is still there. MAN!

2009-09-26T23:51:00.003+08:00

Deeply disappointed. Today really proved the dedication of people. It is nice to see it shining forth, and yet disappointing to see the lack of it as well.

2009-09-20T01:17:00.004+08:00

Today was...i don't know.

His comment really seared through an already tearing heart. The only consolation i felt was that my qiang was up to standard. If there wasn't that there as a living thread to support, i think i would have been taken down.

Even now, i feel down. To see everyone's disappointment, and to see their efforts trying to hide it, it hurts. Everyone's lost in their own thoughts. Everything suddenly seemed so cold. A normally lively atmosphere transformed. Theres so many changes, and there doesn't seem like theres a thing which i can do. Damn i feel like drowning myself in the bathroom.

I really feel like taking a break you know. To let my thoughts organize themselves. To have a little me time. To let my brain empty its contents into the air. But theres so many things to do. My break will still be long in coming it would seem. Disappointing ain't it?

I'm gonna improve. I can fulfill my responsibilites, cause i must.

2009-09-17T01:38:00.002+08:00

Mixture of emotions, letting peaceful sleep float within grasp, yet tangible enough to prevent me from taking it in my hands.

Damn i really need a good long holiday =/

2009-09-16T23:38:00.003+08:00

Its times like this that i really understand how hugang feels. The stress, the irritance, all the dumb people coming to you and pestering you. But yet, politics are holding you back.

Sometimes i wish i can just open my mouth and shout myself hoarse. But i can't, i have to coat everything in a sugary language.

Why are you even complaining so much? I've given you the chance. I've given everyone the same chance! Constantly pushing the blame to others, this is your own participation, take it in your own hands! Don't expect people to update you. Update yourself! Ben just msn-ed me, asking what we did for rehersals just now. I'm rather surprised he asked for an update. But at least he bothers enough to ask. If you really are that busy that you can't reply my sms, emails, msn, then please for your own sake, pull out. Stressing yourself too much is not good. However, i do not believe you are that busy with posts of being boreddddd and asking for outings.

And here i find myself giving you another chance. Am i really that stupid? 我已经够累了！这种废物，不要给我惹麻烦！

Damn i just wanna sleep, but theres still things to do. =/

2009-09-14T16:59:00.002+08:00

GUANMO IS COMING!!! Excitement is close to boiling over. Its like finally my qiang can be showcased! I really hope i don't screw up on that day =/ But hey, why am i cursing myself for? LOL!

Yesterday at hongwen, i felt really happy, especially at the point where we all sat down and shouted. I think we really showed everyone there really how united we are. And i believe there are few out there who would do what we did. I think my qiang got biaoxian normally. Only difference is the floor is so slippery! O_O it was damn fun sliding on the floor HAHA. I lian that part so long, i think yesterday was the furthest i went. Of course, i had no control over how far i slid =/ My finger got injured trying to stop myself. LOL but it was worth the fun.

And for once the jitis really shouted. I guess we were just too lazy during normal trainings to shout properly? That's how i personally feel anyway. And the china coaches performances was damn cool! Especially the qiang guy! Gosh he jump so high! Although he shiwu alot, i'm sure it won't happen on that day. And i'm definitely gonna put in that dongzuo into my taolu once this is all over! After this is Nationals!

Anyway i felt very irritated by them constantly threatening to axe us over the microphone. And we were the only team threatened. It shows the typical bias-ness that has forever been in them and it just goes to further imprint into me that my decision to quit was not wrong. Guess they really haven't changed despite all the changing of committees and the passing of the years. Corruption flows rampant, living in self denial.

2009-09-07T02:25:00.000+08:00

YAY tomorrow is the first day in the whole hols that theres no sch, no event, no meeting, no training, no outing! i can sleep the whole day!! congrats to me!! =D

2009-08-27T01:11:00.002+08:00

Me : decided to cook lunch today. Saw some eggs and so i used them. Eat till shiokshiok.

Mum comes home.

Mum : Ming! You used the eggs ah?
Me : Yea.
Mum : The eggs spoil one! Keep there very long liao.
Me : @@

One hour later, i ran to the toilet and had diarrhea. Also, i had stomach pains. These are symtoms of infection by Salmonella enterica, which causes diarrhea, stomach pains, cramps, fever. LOL i just felt like diagnosing myself. Too much studying of microbio. Gosh feels like i'm a doctor! =D If i was a doctor, i would prescribe myself antibiotics that destroys cell walls such as amphicillin and i will tell myself to drink lots of water! =D

But... due to $$ factors, i'm not going to get drugs! Say NO to drugs!!! >=(

So i shall trust in my immune system to clear off the infection! I am sure that by now, my trusty B-cells would have been activated and will be secreting lots and lots of IgA, which will bind to and neutralize the bad Salmonella in my intestines. Also, i will no doubt have an army of CTLs, NK cells, various lymphocytes already in mortal combat with the Salmonella army.

This prompt response to the invasion must surely be attributed to the macrophages, which no doubt upon seeing the suspicious looking Salmonella, decided to EAT them!!! =O They then presented the antigens on class1 & 2 MHC. This stimulated the T-cells to activate!

T-cells : What is this scummy antigen?!! To WARRRRRRRR!!!!! And they rushed to my intestines and started shooting perforin and granzymes and IFN-gamma!

And i'm sure that by tomorrow the infection will be cleared. If not, i will most probably run to the toilet halfway through immuno exam. =/

2009-08-08T21:35:00.003+08:00

Wow i suddenly love national day =D

Gives me a nice break for once, and now that i've finished all work for now, i've been spending the day re reading harry potter, playing monster hunter, and camping on facebook sounding MH horns like a no-life! D= But it's ok, cause i'm super appreciative for this break! one whole day of lying down on the bed and letting time pass, wah so shiok ah! Don't know how long can this temporary reprieve last though, but i'm determined to enjoy it to the utmost =p

Been so busy that i didn't even drop by wushu blog for quite awhile @@ Loads of new pics uploaded, didn't read alot of other people's blogs like i normally do too =X

WOOHOO alycia dancing to the groove, sexy boy hahaha =X

woohoo shuai sia this pic =D haha as in the pose not being BHB ok!

NPWushu club strongly believes in Slave Labour. Sign your sons up now! Call our hotline at 98765432! Optimal working conditions and workers care guaranteed! =D

And i felt like a businessman ytd! Heres some proof :

operating instructions of the hyoman : deposit $1 into the coin hole (ear) and press the GO button (nose). hyoman will unleash his freeze after 5seconds processing time
(12:23 AM) j i a j i a / c: omg
still need to pay
(12:24 AM) Bliss {Pegasolta: alternatively, u may apply for hyoman membership at $5 with which u get one mth unlimited supply of freeze

HAHA guess who?

(12:25 AM) Bliss {Pegasolta: topone! terms and conditions apply*
(12:25 AM) Bliss {Pegasolta: terms and conditions* has freefloe drinks
flow*
(12:25 AM) Kelvin http://ni: ?
-.-
lol

When deciding on which ktv to go to on Mon. haha i feel kinda cheapo, but yea. Freeflow drinks leh! Somemore singsingsing, sure thirsty, so its good to have freeflow, so i'm actually not cheapo but rather i am thinking ahead and planning for the future =D

Anw, tomorrow theres pot-luck with the SGLs! Wondering what to cook =/ My SECRET RECIPE! HAHA! Gotta go for morning training 1st though...if not... >.< And theres K on Mon too!

haha been some time since i had a proper post. You probably won't see it again for a longlong time =/ Alright! back to reading harry potter! On the fifth book already ok! But must sound horn 1st. =X

2009-08-08T00:43:00.003+08:00

YES! finally a big load off my back ah! the email is finally sent out! All the schools are notified and everything is finally confirmed! Gosh, felt so happy when i clicked the send button. HAHA! Finally one phase of it is over.

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I just wanna say that, I'm NOT THE VICE PRES ANYMORE!!! Don't ask me!! Ask JJ!! And i think i'll quit capt after this year also, can't pon training, its crazy, hugang breathing down my neck everytime also. Gotta find someone to take over, seriously.

recent performance with some BA ppl inside. v long nvr post pics liao ah, actually got 1 super perverted slutty pic tat all e guys took together, but duno why canot post up. HAHA sad case sia! =X

2009-08-04T23:37:00.002+08:00

wah today's training damn shag sia. 1 round frog jumps around NP track. WTH! legs stil shaking now. But good point is after 1 round me and meh just sit down there use laptop liao =X cause its really buay ta han. haha!

luckily tomorrow's campus run i'm guarding bag =D *prays it doesn't rain* I have enough exercise for this week liao i think =/ i don't wanna do crunches tomorrow.

Past few days internet can't even connect, so can't do any work... backlogged by quite a few days sia. Exams are comin soon also, damn scary sia. Got so many things to do @@ I'm going bonkers liao. Super tired sia.

OK! back to resting le, later still need do work...i really can't wait for november to come. T_T

2009-07-19T21:56:00.002+08:00

Today made me see something. No matter how hard u try to make things better for a team, there will always be someone who dislikes you and refuses to see eye to eye with you. It makes me sad to think that most probably NPwushu has this kind of people as well.

I can see hes trying hard. He may make alot of stupid mistakes but hes trying. And hes doing it for them. But yet, there will always be some who doesn't feel the effort put in for them. And seeing this, i feel that every single team will have this kind of people. Life really has too much politics. Too many behind the scenes...

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Sometimes i don't know why i'm putting in so much. You may have FYP but i have my projects too you know? The tasks i'm giving you is already so small, so easily done, and you have the fucking nerve to tell me that you have FYP deadlines in a few days?

In the end, that small miniscule task was done by me, in a small timeframe of 15minutes. Please don't tell me you didn't have 15minutes to spare from your very busy FYP schedule? The most you sleep 15minutes later! Is it really that hard?

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Nationals are cancelled. When hugang told me, i just told him outright that you are lying. Its so surreal you know? The training, the excitement. But all of these are overshadowed with the fact that i will have 1 year that i can't see old friends... Nationals the past few years was always running around for me. Looking for people to catch up with. And its a good few days for me to really take a time-off and chill with friends and relax for a change, indulge in the sport i love. And the reason stated was pretty lame. Cancelled due to the inability to find a venue. Gosh..

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I'm so tired these few days. Its like every weekday night i will have something on. And weekends are no better off either. And even now when its still the school term, my holidays already have events packed into them. Seeing my phone's calender is so saddening =/

I really need to find one day for me to stay home the whole day and just slack. Its just one day! =/

2009-07-09T01:00:00.002+08:00

Gosh super tired sia, everyday of the week i can only reach home at earliest 12. Even now i also just reach home. My god this can't keep going on! Miss playing my psp while lying on the bed and slacking! arghhh!!

And dammit! I freaking hate CCTA now. Why the hell does she have to seperate us into groups on her own? walao all the other modules i have such a great group la, so efficient and have no need to worry at all. This CCTA group is really killing me, see them also sian already.

Nats are coming soon, and i haven't really lian my qiang yet. But i guess its pretty much ok. I probably won't be at my best. How to when i don't have the time to go training? But i'm going to treasure the training times i have and just do my best to make it. This year will probably be my last chance to do zixuan already. The next time theres zixuan event i will be a botak and marching in some rural place =/

IVP preparations are coming along. For those that ask about it, thanks alot =) For those who are helping with nothing to gain pretty much, thanks alotalot! =D haha Without these helpers i think i wouldn't have progressed this far.

Today i finally got to be a welfare again! haha was very happy. I think i really miss FOC. i miss being a welfare. LOL AGLs were right i think, GLs life really is the best of the 3 yrs. For those current GLs, really must treasure your time ok! You may tio scolding, punishments, but ultimately you will enjoy your time with your fellow GLs de. haha its indescribable i guess.

ok time to start doing green vision homework...or should i do tomorrow in class? T_T

2009-06-27T19:49:00.002+08:00

wah finally a day where i could have the chance to sleep the whole day away. The first in this whole holiday, what a refresher!

2009-06-26T23:09:00.002+08:00

Its getting tougher. With so many high Ds, missing comm members, WAPs, gosh.

I just gotta endure till november. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH

haha

2009-06-20T00:05:00.006+08:00

LOL this post should have been yesterday but...

HAPPY BDAY TO
SHUENYEELEE
&
KELVIN BEARBEAR!!!

a few pics for shuenyee's bday surprise heh heh..

Forced leean to wear the balloon as a present for shuenyee. LOL lee an is her present!!

Looking like a typical retard.

Classic, YL phone lag at just the right time. =X

And for bearbear, i would like to share a very big retarded pic that we made together during loft.

FYI, the colored stuff are lightsticks. =X

Cool right? bearbear rowwing boat made it. haha.

2009-06-15T20:34:00.004+08:00

I guess the last minute planning payed off. I've never seen the committee work together so efficiently before. And i also learned alot on that day. Even organising one station games can have so many different things that go wrong, in the end everything becomes last minute. Everything must think ahead, wah my head hurts >.<

Really new respect for bigjess xiaowei and arnold. Organising a big event like FOC must be ten times more headache. haha.

Really must thank the people who helped me bring this camp into reality,

Kelvin, super zai logistics. One man cleanup 4games sia! Run like mad also, supplying all the game logs needed.

Liting and wangshuang, for conducting 4 games all by themselves. Running ahead of the groups just to reach the game point before the groups.

Changzhen, for helping out so super last minute. It was a long time since i last saw u. U may not train anymore, but thanks alot for the help even though there was nothing in it for u. Reminisced about the times of qin gui where we would sit there and talk about dancesport and swimming. HAHA. If got other camps, lets meetup again before u grad alright?

Yuling and Chengqian, for looking after the groups and for being retarded as usual. =X

After the 5th game. haha

Wah and i think i very stupid. Can forget buy can opener! luckily we figured out a way to open the planta. And now i look back, i think when group games that time i plan my game very stupid. Use a cardboard box to store the shit for what sia. So troublesome, just throw into pail la! After all these events, i think both my CCAs have really grown as a group.

while singing K! LOL i realizemy chinese has improved quite alot. =p
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To the stupid grad that didnt know how to sms more people when one person's phone batt out :

Today enter NS le. Doubtful we will get to see you much anymore. Will wait for you come out then make you drunk so you can hug toilet bowl again. This loft we bought wine lor! you never come then never drink. Too bad for you. I think i rarely talk to you. But then i guess this proves that 真正的朋友并不是在一起有聊不完的话题,而是在一起就算不说话,也不觉得尴尬.

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Hopefully this camp made you forget your troubles for 2-3days. Don't be too harsh on yourself eh?

2009-06-06T00:21:00.002+08:00

i can't believe i'm saying this, but.....

I'M FEELING THE STRESS!!!! SHIT MAN!!!

haiz so much info to memorize but so little time. walao. sucks man. i think i have too many distractions in my life. LOL. the comp, the psp, ohmyGAWD!

ah well, tomorrow's hugang's birthday, sabotage man. LOL

2009-05-30T23:15:00.004+08:00

Reading through cell culture notes for common tests. I realize that i doubt i will go into cell culture, for FYP or in the future. Its scary. Serum, killing the animals just to grow cells... I dunno, i just can't stand the thought i guess.

Killing the animals to understand their body makeup and to test drugs and medications to see how it can help the animals of the same species is acceptable to me. But killing millions of young cows etc. just to collect serum, just to grow cells, it just shoots something through me i guess. Cloning, its scary. Normally people would just go cloning is scary cause theres another you running around. Or that theres ethical and legal issues. But behind the scenes, to create that clone and to develop the technology for cloning, how many animals normal lives have been sacrificed?

I must admit though that cell culture plays its own part in science. Its has given many helpful discoveries to help better our lives in one way or another. But still the line between right and wrong is so thin, maybe even indistinguishable? I guess in science, maybe theres no right and wrong? All the scientists debating all over the world, trying to set the line between right and wrong, but ultimately its up to individual perception. There are so many questions to answer...

During this week's practical, My whole group refused to touch the egg. I too was disgusted. It was an unborn chick! And its just going to die like this. The scientists all over the world authoried this. But yet, what if that chick was an unborn human baby? Would they stil authorise it? I doubt so. I think my passion for animals come from this i guess. Its so unfair to the animals most of the time. We humans are very obviously the dominating animal in the world today. We control everything and state everything on being humane. We justify our humanity by giving human rights. But what about the animals? On the newspapers, there are articles on violation of human rights almost everyday. But yet, millions of animals all over the world are experiencing worst. Where are the articles on animal rights? They are after all living beings like us.

We are humans, we are the alpha species for now. But that doesn't give us the right to do as we please to other less powerful species. Rather we have the responsibility to protect them. Each of us are interlinked after all. One species' downfall will affect all the rest in one way or another.

Karma anyone?

2009-05-26T23:48:00.003+08:00

"Even after you have moved on to another life, you will say to yourself that one day, i wanna go and do that again, even though you know it is unlikely. And its because of the passion."
Lim Seok Ee

Wah these words really hit home. Its not the exact quote since she said it two weeks ago, but the way she phrased it really described what i feel. Its like you went through it, and now due to circumstances, you wish to go back but you can't.

Guess it goes to show how fragile the human mind is. And how well it remembers the things that bring it so much joy. Even though your brain knows that you are unable to go back to that life, it creates for itself false hope. Its like trying to convince itself that it WILL go back, someday.

Maybe such things are just meant to be like that, a happy delusional memory?

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hmm... was i acting out of place today? =/

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Susuan Boyle made it to the finals for Britain's got Talent! I think she really deserves it. Her voice is simply, OMG!!! @@ damn nice la.

2009-05-20T00:18:00.004+08:00

Always rushing CCTA after training. Sian.

But i guess its not as bad as someone else i know. You know who you are, Jiayou k?!

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Today arrived late in school for only the SECOND time this sem. congratulate me man, i feel i deserve it! Went to emart to get the daily vitasoy. LOL lsct's hottest drink. While sitting at an empty emart waiting for them to have break during lecture, as well as drinking my vitasoy, i really felt a sense of Home. Primary school, secondary school, theres sure to be a Home word in their school motto or creed, but yet, i never really had that Home feeling. Guess i feel it now, finally. Actually i think i posted about this home feeling plenty of times already. But such a great feeling deserves more then one post i guess! =X

If this keeps up, i probably won't wanna graduate =/

2009-05-08T23:28:00.002+08:00

Look below :

Left is me while the right guy is from another group.

Heh guess what i'm wearing! HAHA Social psychology totally rocks la!

Anyway my attire for the day was from head to toe : Underwear, Inverted shirt, Inverted FBT( Looks like underwear also right! ), and different color socks while wearing sandals. The pic didnt show me having socks cause i took off already, was damn hot wearing them. LOL

Went to a toilet to change into those weirdo attire. wah when i walked out i felt super PAISEH!!! HAHA but after awhile, i started to get used to it. and as time progressed my stunts grew wilder and wilder. from just walking down orchard road and sitting in the middle of the street i progressed to following people, mimicking them etcetc.

Hmm, of all the acts i did i think these add up to be the best :

1) A foreign couple was just walking along the street. I purposely walked in between them and while doing so scratched my armpit. Wah the guy was laughing like crazy after i did that! LOL could hear him laughing behind me as he walked.

2) A local guy walking along talking on his handphone. I marched up to him army style and saluted him with my hands in my sandals. So, i was barefooted and my sandals were donned on my hands. LOL he shocked awhile then he wave and faster walk off.

3) Took out my phone and walked like a kopitiam uncle. I talk ( shouted ) into the phone in a super gay voice. Talking to myself. HAHA this was the most attention seeking one. EVERYONE looked la!!! HAHAHA

3) BEST ONE! but not the most wild la. HAHA i walk towards a foreign lady then just as i was beside her i suddenly WOAH and raise my hands. HAHAHA she got shocked and screamed lor! Tried repeating this a few times but no one gave such a good reaction anymore =/ SIAN

I think we did the most wild thing among all the other groups. wah was really super fun. Initially wanted to wear my mum's blouse or something. But thought that she probably wouldn't have a big enough one, so scraped the idea. OMG imagine me wearing some sort of lacy blouse with an underwear on my head!! @@

Really hoping for a chance to do this again sia. This kinda oppotunity doesn't come along very often! HAHAHA gonna advertise social psychology to all my freshies! =D

2009-05-03T23:58:00.005+08:00

The GL ladies

I think that iceskating is DAMN fun!

OMG, now i got 2 things that i wana do better at, iceskating and bowling. Went for a supposedly "mass" outing just now, but in the end only had less then 20 people showing up. Too last minute already. Made a bet with renwei on the bus that i could iceskate in 30minutes. Bullshit that i didn't expect to come true, but it did! Super shocked with myself. HAHA. Almost went for bowling also. But due to $$ issues and alley being full, we skipped and went to play LAN.

I think i really spent alot for this week. Frequent hanging out at e-mart, just makes you feel like going in and buy stuff. Then the little $1 and $2 slowly adds up you know? Need to start controlling the temptations from next week on already, if not i'll end up as broke as i am this week >.<

Schools getting more and more fun. Next friday we're ging to give the mice antibodies injection! wah excited. Lab on every single day except thursdays. But yet, thursdays is cause of IS. And IS is social psychology! wah next thursday is going to be an exciting event also! We're going down to orchard to "conduct" tests. And i'm going to make use of the opportunity to go wild!

Recruitment this year was great also! There was so many people! And so many learn before also! Certainly exceeded the previous batches. Was nervous at first on the 1st day of CCA fiesta cause for the whole morning only 2 people signed up! OMG! But it gradually filled up. And i went PHEW.

I remember my batch there was so little people who actually turn up la. And even lesser who actually stayed, 4 to be exact. LOL. Hopefully this year it'll be different. Still too early to tell. Heh hopefully any future big events for the team will be met with as much success as well..;D

The GL gentlemen( guess whos me )

LOL at kai hua's masterpieces =D

2009-04-23T10:35:00.001+08:00

I MISS CHEERING!!!!!

I wana shout so loud later at dance4fund

but my voice! =(

2009-04-21T01:00:00.005+08:00

Today walked home from paya lebar. Normally i would just cab home, especially since i was carrying my laptop around. Don't know why but it just seemed like the right kinda day and atmosphere. And a partial reason is cause no more bus la.
While walking home, i could just feel myself relax, watching the empty roads, walking past the empty shops and houses. hahaha felt good for some reason.

Oh and stopped by a 7-11 for a all time fav of slurpee. =X

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WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

come from life science,
famous in NP
come from a very special family
HEY!
fight for glory
fight for victory
fight with a spirit never seen before
life science life science
ALL THE WAY
we like it here we like it here
we found ourselves a home
a home a home
a home sweet home

LIFE SCIENCE!!!

2009-04-09T20:51:00.006+08:00

IM SO SHAGGGGGED!!!!!

but yet,

IM SO PROUD OF HELLBOY!!!

LiYing, Joshua, Reginald, Munirah, Valentia, JiaJia, Katherine, Daneal, Jonny, James, Mariz, HuiYin, Jahir, Firdous, Ifwat, Sandra, HweeMin, u guys rock man! thx 4 being such a great group!

Day 1 :

Hellboy enters the scene =D

Hellboy WINNING the scene =X

I look dumb =/

And after telematch, there was ANGEL AND DEVILS! LOL i think hellboy quite brave, or maybe terrified but either way, got devil they stand there and take the hit. LOL Brave or rooted to the spot in fear? HAHA

We broke the record for 2 games! 1st was SM game. The water bomb bag that 3 groups before us tried to burn but failed, WE BURNT! And Spiderweb, we broke the record with the least number of bellrings, IN THE DARK!

And i have to conclude that girls are better at tying water bomb bags then guys, cause they tie the bags that i distribute to them super fast! While the guys so slow. During final showdown, 8 sleepy hellboys were left standing, while the others were fast asleep on the bench at blk 51....heh =p

Day 2 :
The dirtiest game in the camp!

And its Dan!

And its James! ( i think )

And its huiyin! ( i think )

Jaiho survives!

LOL she loves it so much, she rolled back for a pic, and then rolls a second time =X

Clap Clap Cheer on The shit!

Everyone with one specific bodypart on the mat

Group pic =D

FIFI FEELS GOOD! (got thumbs up somemore )

Will update more after im rested. OHMYGAWD~ HAHAHAHA

2009-04-05T00:05:00.001+08:00

OMG tomorrows the start of FOC!!! like finally?! NERVOUS SIA!!!! OH MI GOSH!!! ARGHH and i havent packed yet, sure to miss out things tomorrow. oh gosh oh gosh!

2009-03-30T22:16:00.003+08:00

Feeling so shag now. Burning up with fever and exhaustion. But still, i feel proud when i see this :

Hellboy's flag!!! So NICE EH!!! I have to thank row and qd. They went on time to start work on the flag 1st so that i could get abit more rest. =D

Cheers have been approved, weisan praised our OI cheer as unique! =D

Only thing left will be our identities. And im gonna be lagging behind on dance again soon! =/

Been sacrificing alot of the intersch days for the upcoming FOC. I'm feeling the heartbreak!! And the 1st day of sec sch inter sch compt will be spent on the last and final GLs training!! Was horrified when shane told us to bring enough $$ for dinner. Means its gonna end super late. SIGH!!!

But i suppose after this FOC, i'll feel that its all worth it.

P.S. MY PHONE IS BACK!! WOOHOO!!! No more using the ex-ex-ex-ex phone of duno how many people. hahaha

2009-03-22T18:43:00.009+08:00

heh i know i haven been updating, but GOSH im totally pooped. For the past few weeks, everytime i look at my phones calender, i start to feel tired, the never ending activities everyday. And its gona last all the way till the holidays are over, which makes me have as good as no holidays at all. =(

And i realize that i'm QUITE addicted to my phone. It got soaked yesterday and is currently showing my its distaste for water by refusing to respond to my commands. And this has led me to realize that life without a handphone is quite tough. Just goes to show our reliance on modern technology huh? If its lke this with a mere handphone, i can't imagine myself without a computer. OMG!

Anyway, group names for FOC are out! Highly anticipated. My group name is HELLBOY!!

haha cool name eh? unfortunately, i don't know anything about hellboy since i've never watched the movie or read the comics. oh dear.

Oh, and i think i'm gonna be experiencing brain drain for the next few days. Gotta come up with 2 cheers, 1 identity, and 1 flag. Now this wouldn't be that much of a problem, but the deadline is next wed....and i'm gonna be in camp on mon and tues. And now, it's already sunday. HOW?!

AGL MianBao suggested using the glove as the identity. Its nice n cool! but how do we go about making it? =/ haha will think hard on this one, cause i think its a good idea.

Heh, and tomorrow theres going to be a photoshoot halfway through the camp. Gonna have to leave the camp halfway. Oh man, so many events stacked on top of each other. i'm starting to go @@

Pri sch intersch wushu competition starts tomorrow too. I wana go support! But damn the factor called time...=/ And Sec sch intersch is gonna clash with a few days of my FOC. I really hope that the few days which i can go down on have their events, its been a long time since i last saw them. One year to be exact. Its obviously time for a bit of catching up =)

Pics from the international competition, haha finally posting some up.

Just before the group event. NPWUSHU ALL THE WAY!!!

The kids in front are from china. So cute and pro la! Had a chat with them in the toilet while changing. haha

Note a thieving snob who made clear the entire competition's poor management. LOL. It was a nice one though, can't believe it worked. HAHA

Thats all, im lazy to upload more. Not looking forward to tomorrow's camp. I think it'll be a waste of time la. And i gotta go over to my grandma's house to loan her phone while i try to get mine fixed. FOC coming, can't do without a phone( i'm just trying to deny that i'm addicted )

2009-03-08T23:23:00.003+08:00

Today decided to string together an intriging chain of events. Hmm, actually not really today on its own but rather the whole week i suppose. A week of reminiscing the past memories. And for the first time in one and a half years, i doubt my decision. heh...

Met a old friend's father a few days ago at Sino's coffeeshop. He told me about my friends achievements and experiences. At first when i saw him i was trying to end the conversation, but then, as we talked i got more and more pulled in, more intrigued. And at that time i didn't know why.

And then came the competition. I may curse and swear at this competition for the poor organization( i got a freaking gold for 2nd place la!! ), but yet this competition reminded me of a lot of things. During the prize giving, talked to the malaysians who did zixuan also. What they said about my qiang being fast and nice and only lacking in nandu, i thought was bullshit. I was thinking, look at weijian! etcetc. And when i looked at the malaysian's qiang, i thought he was better then me, his grace, jibengong. But later when tzeyuan watched the video with me, i realized i wasn't as slow as i thought. But why then do i feel so encumbered and sluggish? albeit i was slower then my sec 4 year, but the feeling of inferiority is still there even though i improved after my stopping of wushu. Heh, and i always say to Cat that she doesn't have enough confidence. Opps =p And another thing he said; We stopped wushu already actually. We only came back because of this competition. Which leads me to think, no matter what happens, ultimately you will feel the urge to continue to train again. LOL even zhen jl went back to coaching again.

After the competition, went to chill with the rest. Listened to Cat and Tzeyuan talking. When Cat went toilet, me and Tzeyuan talked about the old times, of wuzong and of our training. And somehow, i earned a label of "feng qiang" in wuzong. LOL? Its been one and a half years man! I think their memories are very good to have remembered me. Talked about the 3 musketeers of qiang, old jia qi ban, and a hell load of other stuff.

And i think the last conversation finally sent my mind into a whirlwind of thoughts. The accumulation of the week's recalling trips finally accumulated i guess.

Ultimately, the question that should be asked will be : Should the legacy be revived?

Reviving will mean alot of hardwork. It will mean going back to a life that poses a lot of pressure and doubts upon yourself. I thought i had left that kind of life behind when i came to poly, but i guess it finally caught up again.

Sometimes, life gives you a lot of choices that seem impossible to make...ah well.

And you always claim that i give very good direct to your face pep talks, but i think your puny indirect pep talk is worse! Reminisce for such a short period and so many questions pop out again.

HAIYO!!!

2009-03-05T23:43:00.002+08:00

Thunder rolled in the night skies and lightning flashed
The rain fell, cleansing the ground, hiding thy tears as they flowed ever free.

A clap of thunder, a jolt of memories
They came rushing back, in torrents of anguish
The hate, the fear, and the torment as thou watched
ripped in two, a soul of one.

Twin entities they may be
but yet thy memories remain
locked in stasis

Light, shining its comfort
bringing smiles at a mere thought
Dark, reaching out with its scheming grasp
forcing its way through mental barriers
causing another cut into a heart already bleeding

All of these and more
hidden in objects so simple
with a quantity of two
as though representing
the split soul of one

2009-02-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

Somehow, something like this always happens before one of my competitions. URGH.

2009-02-26T18:13:00.002+08:00

OMGZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZ

I'm no longer a year one! heh. today is a happy day. i declare it so. WOOHOO

2009-02-25T22:07:00.003+08:00

Dear Hong Ming,

Thanks for your thank you note.

I am glad that you are always happy no matter what happened. Reminds me a little about myself when I was a teenager, always smiling until a teacher says how come he is always smiling.

You have a brilliant mind. Sleep in tutorial, not listening in class, but yet can do well enough for your studies.

Think for a moment what will happen to you if you don't sleep in class & start listening. You may turn up to be one of Singapore's great scientists in the future.

Always use what you are given wisely. It is not only for you but also for others around you. Think about it.

Will see what the next 2 years turn out for you, and I will be glad to be part of these 2 years.

God bless, matt

Hmm...i'll think about it.

he really reminds me alot of mrs tay! maybe i'll go back to visit her during the hols. peep into her lessons and distract the students ba. =p

today at makan place, was talking about how she got the pigs heart for us to cut and examine. haha i didn't mention the brain cause i think they were grossed out enough by the heart. but she cut the brain for us cause it was too expensive to get for the whole class.

ok, admittedly it may be kinda gross to others, but to me its fascinating! that blob that makes all of them go EWWWWWWWWW is the thing thats controling my typing.

heh, biology is so cool. love it. =)

P.S. Last paper tomorrow!!!!! No mood to study anymore =/

Parameter of concern : Safely finishing Bstats paper

Ho : Hard paper and thus, i do badly.
H1 : Easy paper, Mrs Chan's name be praised.

Assumption : Past yr paper standards are normally distributed and are independent of each other.

Reject H1 if Questions that are unsolvable by me > 3

*calculations in progress*

2009-02-19T19:16:00.005+08:00

super backdated photo! the old gang + shifu.

heh may not talk to them much nowadays, but still, friends forever =D

Shifu! Hmm quality not very good, taken with phone. His 2 most famous specialties, Ying Zhao and Liu He Ba Fa. His Ying Zhao is freaking nice! gosh i feel noobish. =/

2009-02-18T00:02:00.004+08:00

LION KING
Circle Of Life

From the day we arrive on this planet
And blinking, step into the sun
There's more to see than can ever be seen
More to do than can ever be done

There is far too much to take in here
More to find than can ever be found
But the sun rolling high
Through the sapphire sky
Keeps great and small on the endless round

It's the circle of life
And it moves us all
[ LION KING Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
Through despair and hope
Through faith and love
Till we find our place
On the path unwinding
In the circle
The circle of life

It's the circle of life
And it moves us all
Through despair and hope
Through faith and love
Till we find our place
On the path unwinding
In the circle
The circle of life

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Its a circle of life. It happens, sooner or later.

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OC is a highly hated module. spent 1 whole afternoon in the clubhouse studying it. moved 2 the field at 3+? 2 windy, so went back up. i guess i just felt restless and bored studying that.

its not like i don't like chemistry. but god! Srivani. relli hope i don't have 2 meet her anymore in my 2 yrs left in NP.

GPA this sem is gonna be hell low. but i really hope i get a AD for cell bio. hes only the second teacher in my whole life who has really totally and utterly left me alone to study as i see fit. without a single question, doubt, or even a disliking glance at me. i can even make a bed in his tutorials and sleep!!

Hmm...strangely, both of the teachers who did not question me at all were both bio. Sec3/4 bio teacher and Mr Mak. i felt i disapointed Mrs Tay by only scoring A2 for bio in Os. heh i hope i get the AD for Mr Mak. for this kind of teacher, i'm willing to put in the effort.

For freedom, i do.

The newest in fashion! get your own peanut beard at any 7-raff stores now!
*while stocks last.

2009-02-12T01:12:00.000+08:00

I learnt a valuable lesson today, but yet why do i find myself wishing i never got to learn it?

2009-01-27T22:17:00.004+08:00

HAPPY CHI NEW YR PPL!!!

this year's cny has been very different from the rest? after going to visit several relatives, i notice they are nagging less and rather talking to me, how should i put it? normally? LOL the weirdness of aunties and uncles. but usually of the 2-3 days of cny holidays, i'll enjoy the last day the most. heh.

woke up early today. my mum stil nag me sleep ealy ah! tomorrow need visit shifu house!! in the end i woke her up this morning. going shifu's house is always a pleasure. main reason being that shimu will cook her famous guotie for us!! and that will usually be my brunch. but yet shimu wasn't in sg this year. flew back to china. my guoties!!!!!!! ah well. met up with joyce, mel, sam and alf again. its been so long! shifu says me, sam and alf changed alot. LOL duhh.

Me : dyed hair + long hair
Sam : short hair
Alf : a whole lot taller. (im shorter then him now.>.< )

LOL will post pics up so you guys can compare the height.

joyce is flying off to sydney soon. taking a course in vet sci! gosh i wanna go. 4 more years ba. dumb NS. had a good talk with them about future careers and stuff. SOUNDS UNLIKE ME RIGHT! but cause i know they like the same kind of things i do ba. bad thing is, my mum was present. her strongest objection : Low $_$ jobs = NO. heh but its ok! i'd rather have a fun job then a boring job with lots of $$. shifu joined us after that. had a hearty chat with him. 1 year never see him leh! china published some stuff with his yingzhao and 6he be fa inside. he gave each of us one of the small small posters. wah his yingzhao pose so damn nice!! lucky joyce convinced me don't show him our yingzhao vids. embaressment!! and we learnt that shifu has a friend in sydney!!!! means joyce can continue to lian even in sydney. we took some pics! shifu say just show his friend if he don't believe her. LOL will post them up after joyce send me. godma and family came to visit after that. hmm lots of uninteresting stuff. oh godsis says she can help me dye my hair while her bf cuts. but its at hougang! gosh. hmm went to uncle's house after that. nothing much happened, other then uncle's restaurent standard cooking (YUMS) and me getting a new niece/nephew in aug! hoho P.S HA! A FULL POST IN 99% perfect eng. LOL! cause i miss writing essays and stories after reading through my sec sch ones, sooo ya. =X

for your viewing entertainment, i look dumb with a moustache. =/

2009-01-22T22:34:00.002+08:00

Its only 1030pm and im alrdy dead beat. duno wads the problem wif me these days. my whole body feels so pooped out.

wanted 2 post quite alot of thngs juz a few hrs ago. cuz i was checking my cupboards 4 old stuff 2 throw away ( CNY sprng cleaning ) came across alot of my old sec sch stuff. hmm gd n bad memories both? duno which outweighs the other. but it doesnt matter i guess. all over now. re-read one of my old essays. was my proudest ( and stil is ) piece of work. 28/30. the title was Truth. stll remember how my mind was blank on that day on what 2 write. in the end, the essay wrote itself i guess.

ok im drained so i shall go rest. not yet sleeping! not used 2 sleeping so early...

oh and i tink i ought 2 thank qing jl. well he probably doesnt know tis but, these past 1 week ++, trg my qiang like tat, reminded me alot of how hard i trained 4 qiang last time. haha

2008-12-30T01:05:00.004+08:00

LOL lifes been busybusy like a bumblebee. hmm been like this ever since around oct?

juz finished lsct trg camp a few days ago. was fun =D LOL it turned out 2 b more fun den wad a trg camp shud b ba. haha so little trg n so much playing. sad thing is no pics! ohwell..

bought a handwrap 4 fun! LOL stil hvn learnt 2 wrap it nicenice yet...learn le den i post it up =X

LOL e end of CT vid..hahaha e part where we slice e dough =X note elvis's loud voice at e background...haha. oh tat day we open up e cleaner cupboard...e mops stil smell of e spilled milo sia. gosh!

LOL introducing e newest weapon 2 modern wushu! e dangerous and highly deadly.........broom!!! beware its deadly powers as it sweeps up all dust put in its path! countless dust's lives hav been stolen wif a single flick!!!

Join npwushu 2 get this marvelous new skill!! e secret manual 4 housewifes!!!

2008-12-21T22:38:00.003+08:00

LOL my qiang! haha v long nvr do deprove alot le...i feel slow n sluggish =(

haha but its ok! slowly lian back.

2008-12-15T21:33:00.002+08:00

LOL heh heh! a little crappy celebration after the common tests. LOL this is wad we did :

haha and after we made e dough we took my old broken dao n started playing samurai =X

v cool lo! LOL can feel e dough getting sliced. haha e vid stil in my phone so shall upload another time! haha byee

2008-12-11T16:50:00.004+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!! haha gosh common tests nia~ easy. haha but i muz say srivani set a tricky paper..=/ made alot mistakes BUT its over so who cares. e most she bitch me more lo~

this few days though its exams, i alrdy in hols mood sia. gosh hols booked til fullfull liao! haha theres wushu stuffs, theres trg, theres SLP, theres outings. show u guys a pic :

LOL i duno who is this aunty but ah well..

LAILAILAI!! selling hongming's delicious BBQ Chicken Wings 4 only $100 SGD! cheapcheap! come buy come buy!!

LOL muz raise club fund =X

oh tats 2 pics but nvm haha. hmm 17th got 2 performances seh. lol NP 1st step bazaar + another weirdweird bugis perf. wah e bugis perf gd seh! got supply break room + refreshments. haha.

all right im off 2 claim some stolen slp back! so byebye!

2008-11-19T01:21:00.001+08:00

2day i can officially announce...PHASE 1 IS A SUCCESS!!!! WOOHOO all e planning paid off sia!! happy. ok time 2 slp haha

2008-11-13T18:02:00.007+08:00

LOL been a busy week! haha wif alot of outdated photos! tats long overdue i tink =X
But nvm i'll juz post them up haha

OC Lab session! haha we finished e prac real fast as usual. so we were bored. haha took renwei's goggles 2 take pic!

Pervy renwei haha molesting e thingy!

Have a heart!! save the JunJie!!

LOL all our smelly testtubes!

n last but not least a pic taken during np@45! haha sry 4 being so inactive! >.<

2008-11-05T19:53:00.009+08:00

YO! LOL got e time 2 updte agn! juz ended meeting where evryth was settled! wah super happy sia! hahaha lidat phase 1 is almostttttttt over!!! okok anw last fri was NP's 45th bdae!!! Wushu celeb 4 them ok! hahaha we book loft stay there. super nice place! haha

LOL dumb woman duno how open e door

LOL so many ppl tried 2 get themselves trapped in here. GOSH retarded!!

LOL all of them obsessed with hotel 626! i scared run 2 sofa play bomberman. haha

LOL e nice toilet! duno who so boliao take this pic sia.

2008-11-04T11:39:00.004+08:00

YOYO!!! its lab session now! with the disgusting indian B***h. and since im so smart....faster do finish work den now got free time. wahahaha. LOL shall post aloooooooot of overdue pics! hahaha starting from DEEPAVALI!!

Sentosa trip with NPWushu!!! LOL i put 1 simple slide show can le! hohoho lazy me!

2008-10-29T17:49:00.001+08:00

For the team that gave me the inspiration to take up wushu again...

I WILL FIGHT!!!!

2008-10-26T11:51:00.002+08:00

YO! LOL this has been a memorable bday! haha cuz i spent my bday slping at home! LOL so lucky get sick sia. finally got a psp sia! yea happyhappy!

n muz thank evry1 who wish me happy bday oso! haha ok back 2 slp liao!

1. The 1st person who tag/pass you is? --> Yrgav/Wenliang
2. Your relationship with him/her? --> classmate/LSCT fren
3. Your five impression of him/her? -->, smart, kinda short, ultra zilian, chi pro, and e last 1 is kinda obvious...***/ tall, old man's body, social, dares 2 try things, umm blabla? =X
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you? --> umm put up with my constant self praising?/ same as yrgavs
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you? --> no idea -_-
6. If he/she become your lover, you will? --> jump off a building/ drink conc hydrochloric acid.
7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on? --> get a new body
8. If he/she became my enemy, you will? --> stuff him in2 a rubbish chute
9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be? --> 2 irritating/serious look so i tot he angry =X
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is? --> punch him/ take away serious look
11. Your overall impression of him/her is? G*Y/O_O
12. How you think people around you will feel about you? --> O_O duno leh
13. The characters you love of yourself are? --> loyal
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are? --> blur -_-
15. The most ideal person you want to be is? --> hong ming
16. For people who care and like you, say something to them. --> lalala =p

THERE DONE! LOL as requested by yrgav/wenliang.

tag rplies!
Annabelle : yay! haha i tink its kinda suckish though =/
Shuenyee : hohoho gdgd let me catch up 2 him.
Wenliang : LOL thxthx! haha
... : LOL thx ah. hahaha i tink i know who u r.
emeline : LOL puke u back! haha

2008-10-22T16:21:00.000+08:00

LOL my vid. haha
haiz now chilling outside LT77 v boring!

Tag rplies!

Shuenyee : LOL! infatuated by charms den 4get taolu. haha

2008-10-21T23:07:00.007+08:00

LOL e advantage of having IT students in a CCA! LOL 4 lazy ppl like me...all e pics in a slideshow...SETTLE! hahaha. ok actually got more...but e photographer lazy upload sooooooooo.....yea..>.> haha

2day settled a major big block! shiok! haha now things wil run alot smoother. i hope =/

N i finally dare 2 link e wushu blog...cuz its got a makeover!! =D

Tag rplies!

Asyraff : haha great! LOL won gold...as im sure u can tel from e ltr tags O_o
Shuenyee : LOL diao took u so long 2 find out e name! haha wah guess now im hot news in sino haha
Annabelle : haha i shud b going down on sun! haha
Gaboo : LOL at least im suave! haha
seal : *seal with masking tape ah ur mouth. hahah

2008-10-19T21:01:00.011+08:00

YO EVRY1!!!!! WAHAHA this is a GDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD week sia!!!!!!! wah shit canot sia...LOL ytd high liao now think agn feel like playing agn! super happy!! HAHA shall let e pics explain! LOL got alotalotalotalot!!! dun think 1 post enough! HAHA so shall post bit by bit!!

HAHA us crapping around b4 lunch! or was it after? HAHA 4got liao! =X

Retiree pres with all e medals! he plotted 2 steal them but failed!!! @_@

MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! LOL was trying not 2 smile =X

SHHHHH dun tell any1!! we stole SP's ppl!! *hides*

LOL ITE's logo 4 this yrs compt!! i tink its NICE! they shud hav put this on e medals instead -_-

THE TEAM!!!!!

ok shall post e others some other time!

tag rplies! =D

Shuenyee : ARGH! next time i c u i tape ur mouth sia!

Annabelle : LOL this week i dropped down but u nvr go!

CQ : YO retiree pres! hahaha

2008-10-17T14:20:00.003+08:00

2mrs SAT!!!!!! 18th OCT!!!!

which means :

NPWushu has IVP! LOL lets meet our target of 2silvers + 3bronzes!!!

GLs hav dance! Put on a gd show 4 e alumni ok!!!

Both 都要加油!!!

tag rplies!!
beat : haha i was bored ma
yrgav : cuz i hot ma
Darryl : yala i know i v hot ma haha
shuenyee : LOL canot! plz la i wun pick such a applehead as my gf =p

2008-10-13T16:36:00.002+08:00

copy to ur own journal erase my ans n write ur own

1.use the first letter of ur name to write ur answer
2.they hv to be real places name n object

for me i decided to use hongming

1. Four letter word
- heat

2. Boy name
-hongming -_-

3. Girl name
-LOL GLs got 1 liao...heidi

4. Occupation
- hot hunk

5. Colour
-hot pink

6. Something you wear
- hot pants....=X

7. Beverage
- hundred +

8. Food
- hotcakes

9. Place
- holland

10. Something found in bathroom
- um...AIYA hot water

11. Reason for being late
-HAIZ! cher u know ah....tat !@#$%^&* bus driver ah...@#$%^&*( leh.....~~~

12. Something you shout
- HUAT AH

13. Font
- harrington( open MS word 2 check...=X)

14. TV show
- hongming's hot and hunky show!

15. Song Title
- Holly Wood Died by YELLOWCARD!!!

i realize H ot v little things sia -_- ohwell....>.>

2008-10-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

HOW CAN ANYONE BE BORN WITH A IQ THIS DUMB !!!!!!!!!

2008-10-11T16:20:00.004+08:00

@_@ ytd was one hectic day!! and tmr is gona be another hectic day!! n mon is e start of sch!!!!

LOL i tink tat this 2weeks or so is gona hav alot of major decisions made and alot of discussions concluded...LOL im excited and yet at e same time having brain overload!! lucky got a pro secretary like liting take down evryth! HAHA ur minutes rock! LOL

ANW! this was ytds schedule :
Morn: meet with e CANDIDATES!! LOL liting went crazy when i told her vincent ng is coming. she went crazy agn when she saw vincent ng. LOL n she was crazy 4 e rest of e day. HAHAHA. anw showed e candidates around e sports complex and also asked qns. LOL i felt like a job interviewer O_o

Aftn: 我不喜欢跟advisor 见面！！！LOL cuz he reminds me of my sec sch cher....n he TALKS ALOT!! n i was falling aslp ntil e moment my stomach ache came on...LOL endure e rest of e meeting praying 4 it 2 end...ran 2 e toilet. =/ anw i realize 1 of e main reasons y NPWushu is so um messy....cuz of 1 guy....he makes evry1 wana kill him with e ways he handle evryth...

Advisor : who is e 1 handling e coach payment forms?
Yuling : uh..hes not here 2day...
Advisor : he was supposed 2 meet with me cuz e forms are rejected.

and WHY!! are e forms rejected...cuz ZHAOWEI is so SMART tat he thinks tat he can juz take e form n PHOTOCOPY all e signatures on e form n hand it up. like WTH!!! lazy oso dun lazy ntil lidat ba....felt like bashing him up ytd.

anw after e meeting with advisor was trg. LOL saw e 2pid yrgav, sitting outside e toilet like a begger....=p LOL

Nite : had meeting with e alumni. LOL got a GD idea from them! HAHAHA it turns a worthless event 4 us in2 sth tat can help us like hell alot?

AND SO TMR IS A IMPT DAY!!!

HUAT AH!!!!

tag rplies!

seal : *ignores* =X
shuenyee : YO! LOL yup v filled! haha hope ur EOYs went well =)
acez : =.- gona prove u wrong...when i hav e time...>.<
yrgav : aiyo bath ma! all e planta n mud n etc....haha

2008-10-08T22:56:00.008+08:00

YO EVRY! LOL sry 4 e slow updates! hahaha but alot of things hapen! haha

SUN :

Went down 2 e trial training by sino 4 NPWushu team! haha this e 1st time i went down 2 a wuguan tgt with them! LOL anw e weekend entertainment i was talking bout was supposed 2 b go down 2 kuen, wufang n sino BUT wufang n kuen got cancelled =/
SOOOOO left 1....=/ but its btr den nth! LOL cuz its stil fun.

after trg we went 2 singpost n chilled there 4 like qte long? HAHA JJ is e ultimate crapper cuz he like made us laugh like mad. laugh n laugh n laugh LOL no end de. HAHAHA me n chengqian damn blur didnt know KFC can ownself take ketchup like mac....so we dare each other go mac steal kecthup 4 our chicken...LOL den tat 2pid yuling n JJ juz sit there laugh..dwan tel us sia! EVIL!

hmm...sun's trg relli made me feel like back 2 e gd old times...like this :

but those times r bhind me n now i hav this :

n im like LOVIN evry bit of it! HAHAHA cuz they're :

LOL n i tink sun's trg was e 1st trg i relli put all my heart in2 4 a gd long time...n after almost a yr...i finally experienced e same kinda muscle aches tat we all used 2 experience so long ago, e kind where u cant walk, cant even get off ur bed. LOL so mon was a horrible day. so i decided 2 SLEEP THE WHOLE DAY!!!! HAHA

Tues went down 4 GLs dance prac. LOL couldnt dance cuz my legs were stil disabled n out of action. back was oso stil disabled. LOL abs n arms recover liao. tues was e 1st time we had a rehearsals with e dress. LOL n evry1 looks like in a ballroom lidat! HAHA skit super retarded oso.

2days grp games! LOL V FUN! HAHA best is super clean sia! no dirty at all.LUCKY i 4got 2 bring soup! =X n after tat we went settlers. LOL at 1st play tgt de, but den we slowly drifted in2 2 diff games, saboteur n jungle STH! LOL saboteur is damn fun sia. hahha. BEST part is me n qiudong. LOL i tot qiudong is a miner like me, so i help him. but hes e saboteur! argh! like helping my enemy! LOL so retarded. hahaha

N IM GONA LEARN E RUBICS CUBE 2!!!!!! *.*

2008-10-02T15:04:00.003+08:00

WOOHOO! HAHA ytd public hols i stil go sch leh! aint i simply hardworking!

had meeting and think we finalise alot of things? =X

after we done went with 2pid seal who claims 2 b dying and xingyan 2 makan at just noodles! LOL show yall sth :

LOL evrytime go just noodles this wil hapen! last time was choco chip shit...now is choco strawberry shit! LOL i tink this time 1 look more like shit cuz got e little curly thing at e top...LOL xingyan make shit got skill 1. HAHA. we chilled at justnoodles damn long...LOL enjoying e freeflow ma!

hahaha den we went went 2 a sports shop tat i declare -*****/***** CUZ NO GRIP! lousy seh. haha after tat sent xingyan off 2 work den went home le...HAHA tat was my entertainment 4 hari raya XD

P.S. MY WEEKEND ENTERTAINMENT GOT CANCELLED!!! i so sad =(

tag replies =D

yrgav: OPEN LIAO!!! small eyes ma...bobian =/

acez: LOL retarded rite my face...hahaha like constipation sia...=p

annabelle: JIAYOU 4 UR PLEASE STOP LEARNING EVRYTH EXAM HOR!!! =D

Wenliang: wad sia! at least i look special! LOL =X

Yingli: hahaha thxthx i know i sexy! hurhurhur

Asyraff: haha where got ugly! LOL i oso dun hav de..=/ all stole from yongjin =X

Jordan: MEDIC !!! haha child at heart =)

DEAD seal: UPDATE LIAO! LOL

ziwei: yalor guys toilet lidat -_- girls toilet looks nicer leh...=/

2008-09-28T11:38:00.011+08:00

OTC PICS!!!!! HAHAHA finally! LOL got alot from yongjin!!

LOL this was after we came back at KAP. a pic with all e instructors! haha

Circinus GLs can touch e sky ok! HAHAH

Circinus SGLs can touch e sky 2!!! HAHAH

C e instructor kick me! den i fall down! so bad! D=

Retarded pic number 1!!!

Retarded pic number 2!!

E toilet!!!! so nice rite! e smell is simply awesome sia! HAHAHA

OK! tats all 4 now! LOL super busy sia these few days! IM TIRED T_T

Tag rpliess!!!!

acez: LOL me n qiudong tie e knot 2 loose kena untie by leiting! HAHAH was fun though.
Yongjinz: LOL aiya faster post la! lol u ask me post den u nvr post! tsktsk HAHA
seal: yalor its yucks! hope u get lost in geylang 2day! wahahaha
soshi: O_O aiya panty sounds nicer ma! hahaha
asyraff: *puts on headband* LOL

2008-09-23T00:32:00.003+08:00

OTC WAS FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHA omg i super enjoy it la. hmmm lets cccc where 2 start.....OH!

indiana jones is E BEST GAME!!!! omg i wana replicate it n play agn in sch la...but i duno how make e dumb wood platforms...SIANS!! i wana climb mount PANTY AGN!!!! Xp
haha climb up e mt super fun la..omg den after e mt we got e rafting...LOL our raft made it!!! muz thank leiting irfan n joseph 4 tying e knots so zaizai. HAHAHA wah seh e campfire night...SUPER HIGH!!! LOL i luv our skit oso sia!! hothot AQD do striptease wor! WoOoHoOo!! was super fun! JETTY JUMP WAS DAMN FUN OSO!!! dive right in! wah i cant wait 4 next yr...gona go agn! super fun...

OHYA! LOL will upload pics once i get them!! they r currently with ???? n e rest of circinus members...LOL cuz my phone cam lousy la...cant take pics de. LOL

N I GOT ALOT OF MOSQUITO BITES!!!!!!!!!!!! T_________T

lol another busy week sia...but another fun week!!!

realli no regrets coming poly...LIFE IS GREAT!!

CIRCINUS ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tag rplies =D

Annabelle : eeeyeeer dun spam me @_@ evil sia u. haha
Jessica : OOPS PS!!! HAHAHA 4got sia...=p
Yongjinz : LOL was waiting 4 pics...den now i nvm liao. HAHA so its posted!! woohooooooo n n n ITS NATURAL!!!
seal : >.< its e red lump of mass thingy there....yucks rite? 2pid sia this kind of ppl...

2008-09-21T22:23:00.004+08:00

I AM DAMN PISSED OFF NOW.

http://www.animalsaviors.org/petition.html

go 2 e above website...it seriously pisses me off tat some ppl actually can do this. i wonder wad these ppl will feel if something started skinning THEIR skins n shipping it off 4 ppl 2 step on as decorations 2 their homes.

AND THE ANIMALS ARE FUCKING ALIVE WHEN THEY DO IT

WHAT THE FUCK!!!

this is a dalmatian...AFTER THEY'RE THROUGH WITH IT

2008-09-18T00:05:00.012+08:00

WOOO packedpacked week sia!!! LOL mostly with dance rehearsals la...GLs dancedancedance! LOL but got other thing oso! hahaha ltr got pics let u c! haha

hmm LOL last sun! ya haha. went out with yuling n xingyan! LOL totally waste time kind of outing. LOL go just noodles 2 eat. eat n drink FREEflow drinks n icecream!

LOL this is xingyan's icecream! she molded it 2 look like shit. totally errr -__-

me feeling v full after being kiasu n drinking n eating alot. LOL freeflow ma!!

LOL we wanted go AMK play pool. so we walkwalkwalk...n got lost................. LOL i think we spent 1hr walking around? HHAHAHA super sia. LOL cuz me n yuling is lost kind so only xingyan can. den she tot we know e way so she folo us. LOL by tat time we lost le! HAHAHAHA so cool! but in e end stil found our way la. we not so noob. LOL but e pool full hse le. so we went mac 2 chill.

LOL e game we played 4 1hr. poke hands de. SADIST! LOL but its fun. HAHAHA can poke alotalot times LOL.

den xingyan went 2 上班. LOL so me n yuling went 2 c c e arcade at MRT there. LOL we lost agn! but found it in e end. LOL n den a surprising event occured!

i took a neoprint 4 e 1st time since ??? yrs ago!!! O_O LOL den we went home. LOL but being 2 lost ppl...we took e wrong side of mrt...yuling take e side i supposed 2 take i take e side she suppose 2 take...relli jialat! LOL

N 2day we had a celeb mooncake festivalday!(i think) LOL

me with SGL liting! HAHA im acting dumb agn LOL

O_O random pic! LOL

Our pres BEAT!!! Pres is BEST!!!!!! LOL pres with a new member =) haha

now is Vice pres!!! vice pres is SECOND BEST!!!!! LOL vice pres with a new member oso =D haha c me digging yr with e stick...=X

NICE RIGHT!!!! YEA!!! HAHAHA!!!

ok all e above photos were take while we were stil not sadist. LOL after tat we started burning e lanturns....melting e wax...liting made her sausage wax lump thingy...LOL YUCKS! i make my sea of wax!! WOW =D LOL den we burn ntil e security guard come...ROFL. so we put out e fire. HAHAH den clean up! LOL den we went inside clubhse watch drama. LOL ate this GIANT STICK THINGY!! HAHAA

OTC IS IN 2DAYS!!! ok its in 1day...since its past midnite...LOL EXCITED!!!! WOOHOO!!! hahaha okok no more thing le...ltr 2day muz pack stuff...LAZY AHHHHH!!!!!! LOL muz dig up alot of old stuff...HAIZ!!!

tag rplies!
JLLLLLLL: haha of cuz enjoy! LOL so fun crpping with evry1 =D
zphy: wil look messy de! haha here neater. got color somemore...=X
yrgav:*innocent face*
yongjin; wenliang: YA! ITS AWESOME!!! hahaha 2day yongjin saw le...he knows its awesomeness liao. LOL

2008-09-11T20:52:00.002+08:00

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

2pid MSN doesnt let me sign in!!!

PISSED!!!

anw WE FINISHED 1 DANCE!!!! COOL MAN!! HAHAHAH e single united WOOOO!!!! sound when we finally did e last formation was like SUPER COOL!!! think this is like 1 of e few times we so united? HAHAHA imagine after OTC!!! cant wait 4 OTC sia...

ARGH speaking of OTC...alot of e things on e list needa buy!! LAZY SIA!!!...ohwell nvm....

GLs!! YEAH! 我们是 SUPERMAN!!

Tag rplies =D
acez: HAHA i think evry1 agrees! LOL daydream gd ok! got inspiration de =X
zphy: eh got lor!!! juz tat i shyshy ma...
yingli: LOL dun need plastic eyes la....now got those BIGBIG specs u know...use those can le. =p

2008-09-09T22:16:00.002+08:00

2day was a fun but tiring day!!! =D

LOL super busy week sia. packed all e way 2 fri O_O

rare 2 b so busy =p

tag rplies! LOL sry i kp 4get sia...=X

Gaboo : LOL when i 1st read hor...i dint know wad u toking...den i thinkthink...den i was like ROFL!!
Yrgav: LOL where got all hav sia....50% ba...HAHA
Annabelle: LOL i duno leh! i juz do 4 fun only....surprisingly qte accurate 4 me! =D

2008-09-09T00:45:00.004+08:00

LOL i got tagged! so nvm juz do. hahaha 4 fun. =X

JANUARY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught.Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. .Likes to criticize.Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. .Knows how to make others happy.Quiet unless excited or tensed. .Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love..Loves children. .Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

November: dunno y dun hv>.<

DECEMBER:Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

2008-09-08T02:22:00.002+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHH

e internet is like so lag 4 e whole of 2nite? n without e internet i cant watch anime, movies, blog hop, N ALOTALOT OF OTHER STUFFS!!!

and thus...im bored....=/

2008-09-07T21:00:00.000+08:00

Empty by Click5 is NICE!!! =D

2008-09-07T20:21:00.002+08:00

I sprained/twisted/strained/whatever u call it la my ankle ytd!! @_@

haha but nvm~heck care. LOL

went over 2 grandma's place juz now 2 eat n accompany her cuz she juz got discharged.

people in charge of looking after her: my mum n 2 other aunts

i muz say e caretakers r @_@, cuz muz measure her temp....n when i went over juz now...those 2 aunts duno how 2 use thermometer....--_______________--lll

c they all lidat ah...i wil lidat --> @_@

LOL

read a newspaper article bout euthanasia or sth like tat n it made me go "dumb ppl!"

tmr's a kinda empty day....so mayb i'll go over 2 grandma's place 2 "help out". cuz wif those 2 aunts ah.....LOL

2008-09-06T16:45:00.004+08:00

LOL im so bored! n thus i made e crucial decision 2 change my career 4 2day only n b a THIEF! O_o

n thus, e newest thief on e block cleverly snuck in2 hongwei's blog and swiped his filler post!!! OMIGOSH! HAHHA well here goes!!

Bold the ones that apply to you.(Since bolding does not make alot of significent difference, i'll just code it red ok?)

I am 5'4" or shorter.(duno how convert....)
I think I'm ugly.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
I have a tattoo
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/I've had braces.
I wear glasses sometimes. [ 90% of e time!! =) ]
I'd get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free.
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercings in places besides my ears
I have freckles

Family/Home life.
I've sworn at my parents.
I've been kicked out of the house.
My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old
I want to have kids someday.
I have children.
I've lost a child.

Embarrassment.
I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. [ LOL]
Disney movies still make me cry.(SOME do! not all! hahaha )
I've snorted while laughing.
I've laughed so hard I've cried.
I've glued my hand to something.
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I've had my pants rip in public.(i blame siyun 4 this!!)

Health.
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I've had stitches.
I've broken a bone.
I've had my tonsils removed.
I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I've had chicken pox.

Travelling.
I've driven over 200 miles in one day.(cant even drive lor...saded...)
I've been on a plane.
I've been to Canada.
I've been to Niagara Falls.
I've been to Japan.
I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I've been to Europe.
I've been to Africa.
I've been to France.

Experiences.
I've been lost in my city.(almost evryday! hahahhaa)
I've seen a shooting star.
I've wished on a shooting star.
I've seen a meteor shower.
I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I've been to a casino.I've been skydiving.
I've gone skinny dipping.
I've played spin the bottle.
I've crashed a car
I've been skiing.
I've been in a play
I've met someone in person from the internet.
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I've seen the Northern Lights.
I've sat on a roof top at night.
I've played chicken.
I've played a prank on someone.
I've ridden in a taxi.
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I've eaten Sushi.
I've been snowboarding.

Relationships.
I'm single.
I'm in a relationship.
I'm available.
I'm engaged.
I'm married.
I've gone on a blind date.
I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I've been divorced.
I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality.
I've had a crush on someone of the same gender.
I've kissed a member of the same gender.
I've had sex with someone of the opposite gender.
I've had sex with someone of the same gender.
I've had sex with more than one person at the same time.
I am a cuddler.
I've been kissed in the rain.
I've had sex outdoors.
I've hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I have had sex with a stranger.

Honesty/Crime.
I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I've cheated while playing a game.
I've cheated on a test.
I've run a red light.
I've been suspended from school.
I've witnessed a crime.
I've been in a fist fight.(i may hate mshs...but tat sch taught me alot...XD)
I've been arrested.
I've shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol.
I've consumed alcohol.
I smoke cigarettes.
I smoke pot.
I regularly drink.
I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
I've done hard drugs.
I've been addicted to an illegal substance.
I take cough meds when I'm not sick.
I can't swallow pills.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.

Mental health.
I have been diagnosed with depression.
I shut others out when I'm depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I have an eating disorder.
I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
I've hurt myself on purpose.
I'm addicted to self harm.
I've woken up crying.

Death.
I'm afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I've seen someone dying.
I have attempted suicide.
Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.

Random.
I can sing well.
I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others too easily.
I don't kill bugs.
I curse regularly.
I sing in the shower.
I am a morning person.
I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
I'm a snob about grammar.
I am a sports fanatic.
I play with my hair.
I have/had "x"s in my screen name.
I love being neat.
I've copied more than 30 CDs in a day.(SIAOOOOO)
I bake well.
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
I don't know how to shoot a gun.
I am in love with love.
I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly.
I believe in ghosts.
I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
I am really ticklish.
I love white chocolate.
I bite my nails.
I play video games.
I'm good at remembering faces.
I'm good at remembering names.
I'm good at remembering dates.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

tag rplies!!
Wenliang: LOL puke at wad? HAHAHA
YingLi: argh dun poke me! haha big eyes! =p
YongJin: LOL i think mine smaller den urs lor. haha

wah y so many ppl tag me is Y de LOL

2008-09-04T21:33:00.009+08:00

YOYO! LOL hvn been updating much. hahaha. cuz this week has been admittedly...FUN!

well 1st mon. went out with e usual gang. went 2 walk e duno wad treetop walk from queenstown 2 harbourfront. been a LONG time since i saw nature like tat. helped 2 reinforce wad i relli love alot. altoh e treetop walk was juz like mostly trees flowers insects, but it was still BEAUTIFUL.

LOL look at me n racha. with yrgav as e outcast. HAHAHHA

e cute birds near a super duper big mansion kinda building. @_@ lol e mansion relli v big sia. HAHAHA

after tat went 2 vivo. we walked around slacked n den we went 2 watch 4bia cuz we had nth much 2 do. SHALL NOT ELABORATE ON 4BIA. LOLL juz hav 2 say tat it suckedddddddddddddddddddddd dun watch. LOL after e show we went 2 makan subway. been a LONG time since i ate subway. BUT!! this fateful reunion with my beloved subway was destroyed by CUCUMBERS N TOMATOS!!!!! credits go 2 yrgav 4 puting in e veges. idiot >.>

US!! after e movie!! LOL c la all bully me agn. tsk.

Next up is WED!! with e evr lovely GL training. i hav 1 thing i would like 2 say 2 GRP1 ppl. WE HAV BEEN 2 KIND 2 THEM!!! after playing grp2 games, i realized tat i shud hav made my YUMMY chef game even more YUMMY 4 e rest sia. LOL kumar's grp games were RELLI dirty! somemore no girls 2 share e joy with. LOL yup! girls somehow mass pontanged training this week, leaving all e couple games 2 b played by guys which resulted in GAYs evrywhere!! O_O N THERE WAS A VEGE GAME WHICH IS TOTALLY URGHHHHHHHH DISGUSTING? anw by e end of training my pants were leaking mud but my shirt was clean( due 2 my smartness during e mass game 2 make use of the water 2 wash my shirt) =pp

vanessa's mass game PRISONERS! lol e prisoners r such cute tiny little thingys. haha

my concoction...consists of: tomato sauce, planta, maggi mee, tissue paper, flour, a little bit of e left over drinks by e sgls who juz poured them in...LOL

finally 2day! LOL had e dance meeting 4 e alumni n lecturers thingy. we cheorographed qte a bit =) LOL jl so zai can do both guy n girls stuff. seh. HAHAHA spent a long time trying 2 make things work lor. LOL whole day in sch sia. haha but was a fun session =D

n now im tired! LOL shall spend e whole of tmr catching up with my slp. aw man busybusy! haha ;p

tag rplies!! =D
yrgav, wenliang, seal: WAD SIA!!! tat pic is ultimate cuteness...BUT my pic would hav been UNIMAGINABLE cuteness lor!!!!! =X

Shuenyee : haha yup! hols r boring =(

2008-09-01T18:59:00.004+08:00

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN...............

PRESENTING........................................

ULTIMATE CUTENESS.........................

=D

2008-08-30T16:11:00.002+08:00

IM SO BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but i cant relli complain cuz this always happens -_-

sch = complain wish hols come...

hols come liao.... = complain bored.

hypocrisy sia...>.>

Tag rplies:
Yrgav: orh ok lor. lai ba!!!
Annabelle: off9 msg la. LOL

2008-08-28T10:54:00.001+08:00

YO PPL! LOL been 2 busy/tired/sick lately 2 make a proper post. haha. these few days hav been @_@ cuz GRP1 has been preparing 4 their grp games!! =D

was supposed 2 go meet fellow GLs 4 meet dave movie outing but im SICK!! RAWRR!! sianded sia. so 2day i woke up at like 10? den eat breakfast den slp til 3.30. den eat lunch den i slp ntil now. im such a PIG =/

anw ytd games was successful! i think...=x hahaha i realize tat e SGLs r like um super tolerant? LOL cuz they organize e games 4 us evry week. n now we organize 1 time only n we r like @_@ alrdy. n its not easy....so muz say SGLs 谢谢！！！haha but mayb 4 us is tougher cuz our manpower is ridiculously LOW....>.> n we e 1st grp somemore seh! so GRP1 ppl oso muz say....我们是 ZAI KIA!!!!! =D

oh this happened ytd. it sorta made me realize tat im not as hot tempered as b4. =p

i was on e way home from GL training(taking bus). was super tired so i was slping. den this old eurasian lady with her luggage n all was walking 2 e door. den her luggage hooked on2 my leg. den she went like "fuck" n tried forcefully pulling her luggage. i think if i nvr lian wushu n was SLIGHTLY flexible, she sure pull ntil my leg sprain or break or sth. was damn pain la. den i juz unhook my leg from her luggage. den i heard her muttering. den she turn around n said 2 me " u fucking piece of shit" den i juz ignore her. but i was like thinking, mygod i dwan a eurasian wife sia. den i think she not happy i ignore her or sth, cuz she started yelling "wtf is wrong with u?!" while slapping my shoulder. den i felt damn pissed off n had a urge 2 punch her bony face. but she old lady...so i say nvm n juz glared at her. den 1 guy went n ask her wads wrong den she started bitching 2 him n ignore me. LUCKILY e guy turn her attn away sia. or i duno whether i can contd holding my temper. so dao mei lor meet this kind of woman. but this has shown tat my temper is improving! which is GOOD! haha.

ohya. on mon after going buy log stufs 4 grp1 games, went 2 meet ah jul rachacha n e XO yrgav =x haha was late by 1hr. LOL but nvm. cuz buying e log stuffs were kinda fun. haha ok lazy blog le...wana go slp agn. =p LOL

MY EYES ARE NOT SMALL!!!!

LOL so hard squeeze 4 ppl inside e screen. haha

tag rplies =)

Shuenyee : haha enjoying =)

Annabelle : haha shh secret. lol rply u on msn liao =)

zphy: LOL tats y im THINKIN of going...=/ hahaha lol dwan rabbit la. i think trilon wil eat it or sth =/ LOL

asyraff: haha thx raff!! LOL qte tough seh. haha

2008-08-26T00:31:00.000+08:00

i juz realized tat theres a sucky coach n im determined 2 overthrow him.

R.I.P ARSEHOLE

2008-08-23T00:42:00.003+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!

WOOHOO! LOL ok i juz woke up after hibernation. LOL HMMMMMMMMMMMMM...............where 2 start....LOL YEA this morning last paper. start there ba. HAHAHHA i got like alot of random thoughts and i duno how 2 spill it all out O_O

hahaha this morning. i woke up got a SUPER BAD HEADACHE sia. i so enthu 4 microbio lor. wake up like 1hr early juz 2 go sch revise. LOL met bingxin n qiudong at e bus stop. bingxin is a crap qn asker lor! LOL below a few examples of his qns.

WHICH SCIENTIST WON A NOBEL PRIZE IN 1993?
THERE WAS AN OILSPILL AT ???? YEAR. WHAT IS THE NAME OF IT?

LOL total no link rite? bcome history exam. hahahhaha. den hor. duno y. i enter exam hall. bcome like SUPER HIGH. LOL den i realize i suddenly like super happy no worry lidat. LOL. den e few mins b4 e exams i crapped with yrgay and yingmin. LOL. den exam start hor. wah not bad sia. i feel PROUD!!!! of myself. HAHAHHA.

BUT

dr lisa HOHOHOHOHO absolutely REFUSES to let me b happy about at least 1 paper i did. she HAD 2 come out a dumb qns tats

1) not in notes
2)not in textbook
3)not in practical
4) was mentioned only once by her in lecture
5)all lectures tat Tan Hong Ming attends are his 1 way tickets 2 dream land

SOOOOOOOOOOO Tan Hong Ming didnt know how 2 do tat qns. N b4 tat he was SOOOOO happy with himself cuz he knew how 2 do all e qns n it was chicky peasy. den dr lisa HOHOHO went WAHAHAHAHA(evil laugh) whipped out her evil qns and stabbed Tan Hong Ming, our brave and noble prince, right in his PURE and GRACIOUS heart. LOL =x

THE QNS WORTH 10MARKS LOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sianded...>.>

LOL den this 2piddddddddddddd examiner. i finish e paper. so i put evryth nicenice. IM SUCH A NICE N TIDY PERSON!! bent down tie shoe lace. examiner come. she ask me.

"u finish?"
raises head and says "ya." bends back down.
"ok"

i tie finish. raise head agn. ans booklet gone. LOL i say finish paper doesnt mean finish checking RITE!!!! den nvmmmmm. i walk out. LOL at 1st stil quietquiet.....den i saw dan. den i start crap with him. "DISCUSS PAPER" LOL we went downstairs den evry1 like discuss e paper super long? LOL i duno y oso. i expected WOOHOO over liao! lets go celeb blabalablbalablablablabalb.

LOL den tat 2piddddd yrgay. organize go play pool. but HOR!! nvr say CLEARLY when. LOL den tat ah jul got datedate. so in end nvr go. den my HIGHNESS was dying down. so my SUPER BAD HEADACHE come back agn T_T so i go home..............

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LOL from slp --> pls LOL

NVM

NOW IS HOLS!

WAD SHUD I DO??!!!

hmmm okok i shall plan NOW!

lets ccc........

1) train 4 IVP

2)MAYB organize a class outing.

3)MAYB fulfil my CA obligations. LOL i feel damn guilty bout this CA 1 lor =/ cuz i like signed up 4 e workshop during Os period? LOL e hols la. den i nvr go help out de...=p LOL sooo mayb i shall go back help out? hahaha night safari CA! LOL hmmm den while im there can go e ZOO! lol v long nvr go zoo liao sia. hahaha.

4)umm pack my room? LOL but actually this is a no use thing cuz 100% 1day after i pack its back 2 its original state. hahahahha

haha i think tats all. LOL all tat i can think of 4 now. wah seh i think hols gona b damn fun lor! LOL got OTC got go sp training. woohoo got alot things sia. ESP looking 4ward 2 OTC sia. hahaha its like gona b....

F?
U?
N?
FUN?
hahahhaha ok i wana slp agn. LOL byebye

Tag rplies =D
Yrgay:IS TYPO LOR!
Gordon: hahahha u 2! WOOHOO SIA!
SY: YES! =) LOL time 2 sit back relax n .........do w/e i 1!! =}

2008-08-21T13:59:00.001+08:00

CLOSE!!! ABIT MORE ONLY!!! JIAYOU AHHHHHH!!!!!!

left with bacteria and cell wall only. so i shall rest ntil 3pm. den study bacteria. den after finish bacteria i rest another 1hr. den study cell wall. den after tat i revise evryth agn ntil around 11pm? den slp. den tmr....ENDURE 1 more paper. and den...................

FREEDOM 4 2MTHS!!!!!! WAHHHOOOOOOO

2008-08-20T22:02:00.000+08:00

brain saturation point reached....DAMN

2008-08-20T19:22:00.002+08:00

YO PPL! LOL gona b a boring post unless u super duper interested in microbiology!!! hahhahaha sooooooo here goes!!!~~~

OK 1ST IS!!!! sterilization and disinfection!!!!

S: sterilization
Eliminates ALL microorganisms and microbes on or in an object.
Autoclave/ethylene oxide gas
Used 4 sterilizing canned FOOD!!! ,Surgical instruments, culture media

D: disinfection
Eliminates most microorganisms
Alcohol
Disinfects workbenches 4 preparation of culture media

A: antisepsic
Eliminates most microoganisms on living tissue
Alcohol. Iodine(antiseptic)
Prevents infections of open wounds.

P: pasteurization
Eliminates microoganisms, preventing change of taste and nutrients
Heat 4 a short period
Pasteurization of milk and fruit juices etc

how does soap wash away microbes on or hands?
soap molecules hav a fatty end and a ionic end. when mixed with water it creates a suspension when e water binds 2 e ionic end and e oil bind 2 e fatty end. this allows water 2 wash away e microoganisms on our hands.

how does antimicrobials work.
3 types: bacteriostatic, bacteriocidal, bacteriolytic
bacteriocidal kills e living cells.bacteriolytic kills off e cells and destroys them.( seen by total cell count sloping down along with the living cell count in graph)

antifungal drugs.
polyene antibiotics prevent ergosterol in e cell membrane. ergosterol in fungi but cholesterol in humans.
imidazole and triazole inhibit ergosterol synthesizing enzymes, preventing formation of cell membrane.

NEXT OFF IS MICROBIAL ENVIRONMENTAL FACTORS!!!

5: temp, pH, water availability, oxygen, UV light.

with temp: psychrophiles( loves low temp), mesophiles( normal temp), thermolphiles( high temp like duh -_-)

when below minimum temperature, cell membrane has 2 little fluid and so no diffusion/transport of molecules; thus there is no growth.
when at optimum, the diffusion/transport of molecules is e highest and thus has highest growth.
when nearing maximum/above maximum, the high heat denature e cell proteins/membranes causing it 2 lyse/MATI!!!!

with pH: acidophiles, neutrophiles, alkalinophiles. if i need 2 explain these den uhhhh -_-

during bacterial growth:
protein breakdown increases pH.
organic acid production decreases pH
buffers help provide optimum pH 4 growth.

2 types of food poisoning: intoxications and infections
Intoxications: when food is left in e fridge 4 2 long, e bacteria leave toxins on e food, which causes u 2 go @@ if u nvr cook e food well enough b4 eating.
Infections: whereby e bacteria grow in ur digestive tract! ewwwwwwwww LOL

3 types of infections: bacterial, viral, parasitic

salmonella ella ella eh eh under my umbrella is e 2nd most common bacterial infection.
all salmonella inffections are called salmonellosis except 4 an infection by salmonella typh which is called typhoid fever.

salmonella mostly found in raw/undercooked eggs poultry meat fish shellfish such as shrimp BLABLABLABLABLABLABLABLABLABLABLABLABLABLABLA

e most common type of viral infection is hepatitis A. which is due 2 water getting contaminated by raw sewage, shellfish tat r harvested from contaminated water.
foods tat hav been known 2 contain hepatitis A: water, sliced luncheon meat, sandwiches, SALADS( I KNEW VEGES ARE BAD!!!!!!)

parasitic infections: mostly caused by trichinella spiralis which causes u 2 hav trichinosis.
infects pigs bears etc.
we get infected due 2 undercooked pork etc.

NOW E 3RD FACTORS ISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS WATER AVAILABILITY!!!!!

microorganisms grow in diff water availability.
Halophiles( love high salt conc. )
Osophiles( love high sugar conc.)
xerophiles(love dryness)

how do microbes adapt 2 low water availability?
method1: they pump in inorganic ions such as K+
method 2: they store water soluble molecules such as sucrose.

industrial applications of e above shit:
PCR(polymerase chain reaction)
uses heat stable enzymes found in thermophiles 2 rapidly amplify DNA. process is called taq polymerase. this won Kary mullis e nobel prize in 1993.

Bioremediation: this uses e enzymes from bacteria, algae, plants etc 2 change an evironment tat has been contaminated back 2 its original state. (eg. oil spills)

NEXT ISSSSSSSSSS MICROBIAL NUTRITION AND GROWTH!

life needs : energy, CHNOPS, water 2 survive.

2 types of energy sources: chemotroph and phototroph.
2 types of chemotrophs: chemoorganotrophs and chemolithotrophs.
chemotrophs use chemotrophy 2 get energy from organic/inorganic substances.
chemoorganotrophs use organic substances such as glucose/sucrose etc.
chemolithotrophs use inorganic substances such as H and C
phototrophs use phototrophy 2 get energy from sunlight.

Auto and heterotrophs: autotrophs use CO2 as their source of carbon while heterotrophs use other sources as their carbon source.

OXYGEN!!
aerobes and anaerobes
aerobes need oxygen 2 survive.
anaerobes need 2 hav no oxygen 2 survive
facultaive anaerobes can survive in both
micro aerophiles can survive in regions of low oxygen conc.

obligate and facultative
obligate: must have either oxygen/ NO oxygen at all 2 survive
facultative: flexible

why obligate anaerobes canot survive in oxygen?
oxygen changes in2 molecules in cells:
superoxide free radical: O2-
hydrogen peroxide: H2O2
hydroxyl radical: OH.

these molecules can take electrons from cell proteins etc. therefore cell will die.
aerobes can survive due 2 e presense of superoxide dimutase(SOD) and catalase.
superoxide dismutase converts superoxide free radicals in2 hydrogen peroxide and O2
catalase converts H2O2 in2 water and oxygen.

GROWTH GRAPH
consists of : rest, lag, exponential, stationary, death phases.
lag phase: synthesis enzymes, cell repair, change of cell chemistry, germination from rest phase.
exponential: cells divide rapidly.
Stationary: some cells start 2 die. (accumulation of wastes/lack of food/compt 4 food)
death: more cells mati-ing den XXX-ing and so less cells. mati-ing due 2 e loss of ability 2 detoxify toxins as wastes accumulate. food running out.

Culture media: 2 types
synthetic and nonsynthetic.
synthetic has known ingredients and amounts.
nonsynthetic has unknown amounts and ingredients

Calculation of growth: Nf= Ni(2^n)
where Nf is final cell number
Ni is initial cell count
n is number of generations

2 calculate n, times the time allowed 2 grow with time taken 2 undergo binary fission once.

measuring microbial growth:
cell numbers: viable and total
cell mass

viable: spread and pour plates

spread plates: culture is pipetted on2 media and spread evenly. incubate and den count number of colonies.
Advantages counts living cells only
disadvantages: strictly 4 aerobes. microbes diffuse and colonies may overlap.

Pour plates: culture is pipetted on2 petri dish. media is poured in and mixed well with culture. incubate and then count.
advantages: counts living cells only.
disadvantages: strictly 4 anaerobes only, colonies are smaller as movement is restricted and counting is difficult.

Cell mass: centrifuge and filtraion

centrifuge:
pour culture in2 centrifuge tube and centrifuge. pour off top layer. and add in distilled water. centrifuge agn. pour off top layer agn. dry e tube and weigh e cells left bhind.

filtration:
weigh e filter paper. pour in a known amount of culture. wash filtrate with distilled water. let it dry.

filtration is more accurate den centrifuge.

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